Hey babes,
I felt like a "off my chest" blog post was in order. I really enjoyed seeing you today, despite the fact that it was for a short period of time. Now that you are busy "schuliching" all the time, we barely have time to see each other. Sometimes there is hardly enough time to talk! That's why I'll take any chance I get to see you, no matter how short or how long (although the longer the better obviously). It's not like I had forgotten, but seeing you today really reminded me of how much you mean to me. I enjoy every second I spend with you. Even if we are arguing or having a "Ronnie & Sammy" awkward moment, I cherish every second of it! Because I know that even a Ronnie/Sammy moment is better than no moment at all! University has changed a lot of things in our relationship, there is no denying that. But if there is one that that it hasn't changed, it's the way I feel about you. This may sound corny, but I really value our relationship! The changes that our relationship has undergone are extensive, but that doesn't mean it has to effect us, as a couple, negatively. There are so many things that have come from our time together. So many that if I listed them all we would have to spend another (almost) 17 months listing them all off! To name a few, I always have someone to talk to; I never have to feel alone or by myself because I know you will always be there (semicolon use, fragmented, consider revising). Whenever I need to let off some steam, I know you will always be there to listen, and you NEVER complain or hesitate to help me relax. Although it may seem that I am always carefree, it is not always that way. Whenever I am stressed or bent out of shape, Debora does just the right trick to relieve any tension that has built up. Every relationship has it's ups and downs. Ours is no different. I always make use of lame metaphors, but I think this blog calls for another. I think our relationship is like the stock market (because I have really been into this kind of stuff lately). Before any hint of "recession", stocks were supple and valuable. The recent crash though, had the market prices dropping. All the stocks were down and everyone was going mad. But, sure enough, the stocks had risen slowly. Today they have almost fully recovered. Our relationship holds many similarities. During the summer we got to see each others MINIMUM of once or twice a week (with exception to when you were in Europe), but since school has started we barely ever get the opportunity to see one another. This part is like the crash. Just like the people that had money invested, we are unsure of what is really going on, and what the future may hold for us. Soon, though, your semester will be over and we will slowly be able to start seeing each other more often. This, I'm hoping, will be the rebound that will take place, much like the stock market has so adequately displayed. I know things have changed, but I know that the way I feel about you hasn't. And I hope you feel the same way I do. I really hope that after our "relationship recession" is over we can get back to the way things used to be. They say the harder you try to hold on to something the more it slips away. I really hope I'm not trying to hold on too hard... Whatever happens, good or otherwise, I will always love you. You will always have a special place in my heart, regardless of how we ultimately end up.
I love you, and I really mean it.
JPD, codename Snookums!
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