Surprise!

Hello internet/my love.
Hoookkaayyy so it dawned on me today, as I was asked to go to Camp Olympia, that I am not made out of money. And as hard as they try to make me believe so, neither are my parents.
I want to go to camp since it's my last year, & that's $160. PLUS the spirit wear, which is $45. Then there's prom, which is $200 for tickets pluuusss a prom dress!!
Then there's the afterparty + limo which will be approximately $80? Yeah it may not seem like a lot of money, but it adds up. Also considering that there will be birthdays & plenty of other reasons to spend money.
Sooooooo.... I've made a decision. No Europe for me this summer. I really really reaaaalllyy wanna go BUT when I made the decision, I had this strange feeling that I was doing the right thing. I know my parents can afford it, but whatever, it's still a shitload of money. Plus, I'm only 17... I have the rest of my life to go to Europe!
I feel good about this decision actually, & I guess I can get a job, and also have a life. You know what this also means? More bebekins time! That's always a plus :p. So here are your news for today, lmao, hope they make you happy :D.
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