My bby ♥

Hi bby =) I want to use to use this post to tell you a couple of things. First of all, I know you've gotten a lot of these letters/notes from me telling you how much I care about you and stuff, but they never seem to get old. Maybe it's because my feelings for you just keep growing. I can't explain why or how, but I just keep feeling closer and closer to you, and this is something that's really new to me. Well, of course, I always get attached to people, but this is different. This is something that makes me the happiest girl in the world! I wish I could express my feelings better, but it's hard to put everything into words. Over this past year, I've gotten to know you better than anyone else I know, and everything about you still continues to amaze me every day. I love your generosity, and the way you do whatever you can to help anyone. I love your positivity. We all know how negative of a person I am, and your positivity is honestly one of the few things that keep me going at times. I know I may not show it, and I know it may seem like I just disregard your attempts at making me look at the bright side, but I want you to know that they're not just attempts. You always suceed at making me more positive about something, even if it's just a little bit. This ties into the next one: I love that you're always there for me. As sung by Colbie Callait & Jason Mraz, "You make it easier when life gets hard". I couldn't think of a simpler and more effective way to put it. No matter what I'm going through, you always know how to make me feel better. Just being in your presence makes me feel like I can get through anything. I love all the little random facts you know about everything! Whether it's about a random bridge we're passing, or Lil Wayne's life story, you always have something to say, and that something always has the ability to make me smile. I love your rapping skills. This may sound stupid, but I really do mean it. All your Weezy impersonations make my day. I love your laugh. I love your ability to make me feel like the most amazing girl in the world. I love your sensitivity. I love the efforts you put into this relationship. I love that you remember to call me even if you get home at 3 in the morning. I love that you are so considerate about my feelings. I love that you remember the importance of every 10th and 18th of every month. I love everything about you. And most of all, I love the way you make me feel. I remember when we first started talking we realized how different we were, and you kept saying that "opposites attract". Well I've never believed in that statement, until now. When I think back to the beginning, I would have never expected us to become this close. Now, every time we're together, I feel like everything else has no importance. Not even the piles of english homework that I have to tend to, or my nazi father's rules, or the fact that I have to call the 20 parents who leave me messages about babysitting their ugly kids. I keep writing all this stuff, but no matter how much I write, I don't think I'll ever be able to explain how much you mean to me. You've made this year an amazing one bby, and my best memories have all been with you. The CN Tower, all the Hotstays ♥, Jonstays ♥, my dances, prom, semi, random shopping trips, sitting in La Paloma in the winter and having that lady giving us death stares, ice skating at JJP, surprising me on my birthday, AND Christmas... The list goes on an on, but it isn't just the memorable events. Everytime I see your face, and everytime you hold me, I feel like I don't need anything else to be happy. I do realize all this stuff sounds really cheesy, but I've given up on being self concious about souding gay. This is the truth, and I mean every single thing I say. So overall, thank you for being so amazing, and thank you for making 2009 the best one yet. If 2010 with you is even half as good as this one, I'll be the luckiest girl in the world.
I love you bby ♥
And I've realized, you're positive, and I'm negative, and if opposites attract, then we've got one hell of a magnetic attraction!